Again, I failed four subjects in a row.
The most unexpected one was history.
I thought I can do well, but it turned out becoming worst.
Mom, I knew you'll disappointed on me,
because I never failed that much.
I also knew that you want me to do well in SPM as I cannot earn for sport scholarship for my future.
Do you know that it's very hurt if you cannot focus on what teacher saying in the class because of the pain?
Do you know that it's hurt if you newly found your favorite sports but you cannot do it anymore because of the back pain?
You never know that how stressful was us being a science scheme student!
You also never knew that how frustrated am I when I cannot do addmaths and account.
But,
You never notice that I never show that face in front of you,
because I know you are having a very big hopes on me.
I hope you can understand that why this time I cannot do well.
I never blame on you. Never.
My back pain is all my fault, I knew it very well.
And I knew that you were worrying me all the time while you're not around me.
All these two months I used to get rid of my daily life,
without bending and sitting floor.
Being an O.K.U
The feeling that sit on the chair while assembly? Awesome. Because you can never do it.
I never use missing lesson and cannot concentrate as my reason.
I know you never compromise it.
What I really hope this time is don't throw my report card away, please, sign it.
I'll do it better next time.
And SPM too.
Luckily, I met 5SC3,
good class, tolerant classmates, helpful teacher(i guess)
They help me a lot while I'm in pain.
They always ask about my conditions.
I'll never forget that day the whole class were wearing red shirts and helping me.
Blocking road, Calling my father, Finding a wheelchair...
All this will be in my life.
THANKS! Nothing can return all of you !
To someone who's stressful for the last years MSSD,
GO FOR IT! I know you can.
Elaine, Theresa,Sabrina... I just know a few but wish all the best for all the form one,
It's your first time, jia you!
Sorry that I cannot come to see the competition and help you,
My condition getting worst. I know all of you care for me,
But it's ok, I can endure it.
And fifth formers, work for the last year! (at least work for me, lol)
mou ren, I knew you're stress this year becoming a president.
Pn.Wong's disappear made you become messy.
Goku's advice, Principal's stress.
10 Golds, I know you can do it.
Don't worry. it will be fine.
Finally, holiday is around our corner.
Librarian camp for our last year, sure I'll enjoy it.
If I manage to made it.
Sorry for the form fours who need to consider my conditions,
best junior that I never have...
Ok, Time's up.
Bye.
Good dream everyone.
Take care.
